He broke my heart...
with the words he said,
encouraging me not to be sad.
And this is what others can't understand.
I'm still hopeful...
but he left...
***
It took me time to realize
that I'm the one traumatized,
and I blame myself for every night
that I've lost on you...
because I died
inside...
***
I'll always remember you,
even if I had no clue
whether I'm telling the truth
or it's just my imagination reminding me of you
because I can't handle the truth...
***
I still believe that I'm already through
every single situation you got me into...
***
But oh no, it's worse...
I don't know if I'm worth
anything... to anyone... ever...
and I wanna trust but I'm so hurt,
I can hardly whisper a word.
I can't find my place in the world...
***
...because you were mine
***
and I was yours...
***
And it felt just right...
Thank you for reading and supporting me!
About the Creator
The daughter of silence
It all started when Echo was five. She kept having these nightmares where she would just fall into a dark pit, screaming insanely loud, yet no one, not even her own parents would hear her. It was terrifying. But the most horrible part was that when she'd wake up panting, her parents were nowhere to be found, just like in her dream. She'd always cry herself to sleep alone and helpless.
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Pearl
1980 something. we all hung out at Pearl and you and i were nothing special, or so i thought. i mean we all danced, drenched in our own sweat, our own saline solution of fear, too many beers, shots, laughter, tears, fucks in the bathroom and i don't know when we began to be afraid. do you?
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Comments (3)
Beautiful and heartbreaking.
Thanks for sharing this beautiful, heart-breaking poem. Beautiful words and very descriptive.
Nice descriptive poem - and yeah, he or she is not worth your time. 😉 Sorry for the pain but truth is on the other side.