Bad habits

Is Life Chasing You Or Are You Chasing Life?
- “The only thing constant in life is change”-Heraclitus. While reading this you might think she might got some answers to why the hell I’m lost, or even how can I change my way of thinking but truthfully I don’t. By the end of writing this I will have mastered my mind, my body , my soul and what it all needs not wants. While self mastery can be intimidating, our biggest enemy can be ourselves. Battling with our mind, fighting our decisions and for many losing a positive self expression . Taking the time to self evaluate is taking the time to learn who you are now and what’s in store next! But always remember it all controls your destiny.
By DelSalon Wright4 years ago in Confessions
#2
The title is code. I love Manhattan. Nobody Smiles Anyomore. Fake Fiance wanted to smash lastnite, I rejected her. Today was my first day walking the streets of soho since I was 20. I fell back in love with the mass stimulation of the simulation. People like ants, going about their days using common paths, doing general common tasks. Some dressed like icons. Icons dressed as if working for minimum wage. I was meant to start a courrier job today, but I took the wrong train, twice. I didn't check the letter of the train when it arrived. It was meant to be. Sunshine (my chinese friend) couldn't meet for smoothies. She's someone i've never been close to but find her style incredibly attractive. I had a beautiful afternoon, walking around, consumed by classic architecture, wall tags, graffiti, and temporary advertisments, people yelling "i got shot each time" into their airpods. So many colors. So many sounds. The unique unworldly smells of the metro that make you think covid actually grew from the depths of those tunnels.
By LameNessNameLess4 years ago in Confessions
A Day Inside the Mind of an Addict
A Day in the Mind of an Addict To put in words is nearly impossible, as an addict's mind is one of the most complex, driven, and artistic things you will ever tap into. Before we dive into this chaotic and self destructive mind, we must first understand what I define as an addict! In my mind, an addict is someone who puts their high above anything else, and will get that high by any means necessary. I will give you a brief but detailed introduction of myself…..
By Zach Brubaker4 years ago in Confessions
Village Routine
Sitting alone in her room, Claudia stares at the clothes spilling out of her wardrobe. It reminded her of a time when she used to have a life, at least be an active participant in life. Striking a match to light another cigarette. The alarm starts blaring. Its been years since she has been woken by an alarm. Rather naturally at least 20 minutes before hand. Still, she sets it. A calm routine in it.
By Chiara Ann Vicary4 years ago in Confessions
So you like sneakers?
So I guess we need to start talking about shoes at some point, you know, because this story is ultimately about the shoes. It all seemed so very simple, and because of my situation at the time I could not imagine there being any real problem. I decided that I wanted a couple of pairs of Air Jordan’s, shoes that I would wear on my days off and evenings, that was it. I was not and I am still not a very trendy person. My outfits are first and foremost worn for comfort, and while I liked a little novelty, I definitely was not going for hype-beast or even modern day style. I am a big guy, so while my options maybe limited, I can still put a fit together.
By Nicholas Autry4 years ago in Confessions
You should stop smoking
Stop Smoking - Most people who smoke truly need to cease. They understand cigarettes threaten their fitness, set a horrific instance for his or her children, annoy their buddies and value an inordinate quantity of money.
By juhi kanojia4 years ago in Confessions
Don't Fly Too Close to the Sun
"There is a crack, a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in" --Leonard Cohen, Anthem It's been four years, longer actually; my text log only goes back that far. I thought I was safe. I thought I'd protected myself.
By Elle 4 years ago in Confessions
I’m still in love with everyone who dumped me
So, we broke up. It’s been about a month, or maybe two now. It was right before Christmas. Did he even get me a gift? I can’t remember. I got him his early because I know the breakup was coming and I wanted to make sure I got him something. If I can’t remember what it was, who is the worse person?
By Public Diary4 years ago in Confessions
UNCLEANED HANDS
I had UNCLEAN HANDS ever since I was a small child but mine wasn't from playing in the dirt or making mud pies. It was because others around me had UNCLEAN HANDS too.
By Sonja Edwards4 years ago in Confessions
So you say you like sneakers?..
So for some god forsaken reason you have decided that you like sneakers and have decided to delve deeper into the world of the sneakerhead . Because no one who loves you, and none of your so-called friends and family ( that term will later become to mean “ forget it, you will never own it”) hauled off and hit you over the head to immediately put you out of your impending misery, you do it. It is ultimately just a pair of shoes. You can only wear one pair at a time. It’s completely harmless, right?
By Nicholas Autry4 years ago in Confessions
Growth
I was young when I first discovered the world of “drugs”. I grew up with addicts for “family”. Paraphonealia surrounded my siblings and I constantly, until the day we started to understand…
By Sara Dale4 years ago in Confessions
Letters Never Sent - Vol 12
Nov 12, 2006 Dear Natalie, I really wanted to tell you this in person, but for very specific reasons, I will explain shortly, I thought this was the best way to explain it.
By Bill Arrowood4 years ago in Confessions