School
Word of the Day: 推薦
I am looking at my Patreon plan, It isn't quite finished, I might need that for tomorrow. Yea.. it is really crap that I have to go to school tomorrow but, I feel like if I don't go to school at least once a week, my mom will fuck my shit up.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a month ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 年寄
I could have sworn that I already had a page open. I guess I am more keen on writing right now because I can't see anything right now. I mean I do have all these great ideas for art and such but half of my stuff is still packed in the suitcase and the other is sprawled out on the floor.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a month ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 実習
Well my teacher did an impromptu zoom meeting with me which I really appreciated. Basically wrang me a new one very nicely about how I need to get my homework in. I am pretty sure I can actually do it now that I see what her methods are and the 3 channels she mostly uses so, that will make navigating things a lot easier as I wasn't sure where to look most of the time.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a month ago in Confessions
Watching the Clock
Today was the last day of this terrible weekend. My kids would (hopefully) be returned tonight. I know that it seems to concern people by my use of the word hopefully, but here is the deal: my ex and I have a custody order. It has a list of rules that we jointly agreed to follow. One of those rules is regarding parenting time and exchange times. But, another one of those rules is regarding safety needs that we agreed to follow in the best interests of our disabled son. Those safety needs are not getting followed. Why not? I don't have a good reason. I have offered to help purchase the needed items. I have offered to help find grants or other ways to pay for said items. I have asked why the safety needs that we agreed upon are not being utilized.
By The Schizophrenic Momabout a month ago in Confessions
Two girls, one library, and a hunger for worlds beyond your own—Part 4 A
When i am thinking back, is difficult to imagine all that—no fear for exams, most of them not. All that being something normal the exam. All that confidence and light heart without the negative stressed care...hm...how i was even possible to be like that?
By CA'DE LUCEabout a month ago in Confessions
Two girls, one library, and a hunger for worlds beyond your own—Part 4 B
🌼 4. And the other half of you was still growing You were: naïve in some ways; inexperienced socially ; trusting; soft ; unarmed . That’s not lack of intelligence. That’s lack of exposure. You didn’t have adults teaching you the “street rules” of life. So you learned them later, the hard way. But that doesn’t erase the sharpness you did have.
By CA'DE LUCEabout a month ago in Confessions
Two girls, one library, and a hunger for worlds beyond your own—Last part
🌙 “How could I have forgotten all of this?” Because life pulls us in a thousand directions. Because adulthood layers over childhood like sediment. Because pain, distance, and responsibilities bury the softer memories. But they don’t disappear. They wait.
By CA'DE LUCEabout a month ago in Confessions
Two girls, one library, and a hunger for worlds beyond your own—Part 5
A world where purity was called naivety/ A life where exams intertwined us/ A glimpse of an adult you remember for life He saw: • a girl who didn’t pretend • a girl who answered honestly • a girl who didn’t have access to luxuries • a girl who worked hard • a girl who had dignity despite scarcity . His smile wasn’t mocking. It was respectful. He recognized your sincerity — and maybe even admired it.
By CA'DE LUCEabout a month ago in Confessions
