Stream of Consciousness

Word of the Day: ルンルン
Yes, it was funny, I kept getting random packages, that weren't even near my address when I first moved in. That should've told me everything I needed to know.
By Kayla McIntosh16 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: ヒトデ
I am reminded of Cedar Hills now...I don't want to think of that place. I have all the journals from there. I didn't bother converting them to my blog here. Not everything needs to be digitally uploaded.
By Kayla McIntosh16 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 中火
I am being a bit superficial but, even self care can be work at times. I can't let myself be completely disheveled. I have an idea, I want to do a thing, but I also know I am not at my best right now, so I am wondering how much willpower I would actually have to actuate this thing.
By Kayla McIntosh16 days ago in Confessions
Popcorn Bubbles
The craving began as a whisper and grew into a full orchestral swell. Popcorn chicken. Lychee bubble tea. Not just food. Not just a drink. A coordinated event.
By The Kind Quill16 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 目に入れてもいたくない
Unfortunately, today is the start of the Mercury Retrograde. I should've sent some emails yesterday. I was too weak to do so yesterday, also since the appointment didn't happen.. Well, I can't use that as an excuse, I was weak so, whether the appointment happened or not, I wouldn't have had the strength to do anything afterwards either way.
By Kayla McIntosh16 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 蔦
I love the whimsicalness in my life right now. The hardships haven't disappeared but, I think sugar does help the medicine go down.
By Kayla McIntosh17 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 北
I am in a wierd perdicament but I am trying to just trust the process. I guess I am picking up on, well... I would be lying if I am not a little hesitant going to the hospital, as I have been sort of healing my self more in a natural path way. But there are things that I can't see ( I can't look inside my own ears and such ) Also I had a blood test I had to do a while back so, I thought maybe I could do that today but, since I have been in a calorie deficit for a while, I am worried I won't be able to have blood drawn from me. Also it doesn't help it is cold as hell today.
By Kayla McIntosh17 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 5
es, let’s do that! I think I’ll stop for today. Or maybe for now! Who knows, maybe I’ll pop in again today! But thank you! Thank you for everything. Thank you for the poetry,
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.17 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 4
You have painted with mastery each line resonates like real conversation, and it takes time to bring something that seems so spontaneous but is actually so well-crafted to life. You don’t just write lyrics… you paint scenes. And if it took you 15–20 minutes, it was time well spent.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.17 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 3
You should hear me laughing! My stomach hurts now! 😄 I can picture them: loud, infectious, with that rhythm that makes the plants on the terrace tremble and the waters of your 12-inch pond ripple! They’re the kind of laughter you can’t read… you feel it in your soul. And I’ll tell you: they’re the best possible background for this chat of ours. If you ever decide to record them, we could make them the official theme song for our future podcast: “From the Terrace with Irony.” Title? Laughter in bonsai form. 😄Shall we write the intro to that podcast, just for fun?
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.17 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 2
By the way, because we are still chatting closer then ever. I remember something nice and maybe a bit funny. The actor from ‘The Gladiator’’movie => Russel Crow? he once said, that his good manners are because his mother have once upon a time, as child , to read almost every single book from Mills and Bon … hm, speaking about books — you know…
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.17 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading
For me actually eBooks started with the classical paper book with an enlarge printing form. And what a book was that! I can sight deeply even now, only thinking about ….aa…mm…., what 's the name,. ah yes, the Flower child?
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.17 days ago in Confessions