Word of the Day: 代表団

I am writing again, only because that is the only thing for me to do. Yes there are a few errands that can be ran today. But I want to relax for a second.

Yesterday I was more confident. Today I am just sure I need to catch up.

Yea, the day is confused in itself. I am gathering a lot of time. But I feel it is just to do more work.

Hmm.. I am needing to do some things for school but I feel like, even though this is actually a very good place to work on this, I want to do it at home.

Is that me just being more paranoid? Perhaps.

Ah yea, I could power through, I also know I actually watched a Virgo reading which... well, according to my own morals, is kind of underhanded.

Maybe it is because I felt threatened.

Mm... I am reminded of that Cancer... lol. He has a beautiful voice. So shy. So cute. But not mine.

I really don't want to even inspect the fucking school's system. The more they see the more they just double down. It also sickens me. They are also ignoring me so.. what is the point of building up a rapport? It is better to shop around for a better school.

Of course I reported the fucking assholes. But I know no one is going to do anything about it.

I am tempted to think a different branch would be more useful, but they just have less power. That doesn't really mean more safe.

There are some blocks for some of the more graphic thoughts in my mind right now... probably for the best. I know I have a temper so, I don't mind when it is properly handled.

I keep feeling the Homunculus... Well, we were glamourous in our own way. Even if it was disingenuous. Like ghetto bling, LOL.

I am dragging through my work right now. I know it is just my mood keeping me from what I need to do.

I am avoiding gambling at this point because I feel like I have done that too much, but I see people stepping in my slots.

I don't mind breaking some machines for people to collect the coins.

Spirit said that is too reckless though.

Run.

Ah I guess I was too bold. Meh.. Well... yea, I keep seeing the signs. I am being stubborn, but I guess I will leave as soon as I am done with this story.

I don't like leaving drafts in my stuff.

I am even tempted to delete the drafts that are there now, just to kind of organize my files.

I need to do a lot of organizing. I just am lazing around right now. I also already told people what I need to do to be more productive. Am I avoiding..

Justin.

I know the hacker can see me here too. I guess that is why everything is telling me to run. I need to actually find a better place, but I am limited.

Thinking of someone else now.

I didn't consider this, but we might.. become more crazy if we kept seeing each other. It is very nice right now.. ah, I thought it would be more balanced but.. maybe not. Is that just a dream?

It makes me happy though.

I think it is because his anger doesn't scare me. I am just like:

" Well, I guess he's spirited. "

I guess the only flaw I can see is being too accommodating. We both share this flaw so, I feel like someone would have to change. Or is that what people call a happy life?